tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-134505242011-04-21T14:17:02.504-07:00xXeMiLyXxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01767281260599823727noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13450524.post-1120748639502441942005-07-08T11:30:00.000-07:002005-07-07T08:03:59.510-07:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">hais.. we had oredi broken 4 abt 1 mth le.. dunno y..my feelins towards him r still dat strong n i realli find it hard to 4get the one whon i've once deeply in love b4.. n i had nv had tis kind of feelins b4.. but towards him, tis is the 1st tym.. i've tried hard to tink abt all his bad things, but no ise at all.. tis still wun help me me get rid of him in my heart n oshio, cant erase all the happie memories dat keep repeatin in my mind..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">sumtyms i'll keep wonderin wad he's doin now, n feel lyk to msg him lyk wad i had did wen we r together.. but i jux dun haf the courage..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">dat nitex, i'm so elated dat he msg me n ask me if i'm doin fine n oshio, he ask me whether i haf a bf anot.. sadly, i force myself very hard n reply him a 'yes'.. but no one noes dat i'm actually h-e-a-r-t-b-r-o-k-e-n..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;"></span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">last tym wen we r still together, i often spent my nitex over his place n sleep.. n surprisingly last sat(2/7), he msg me n sounds lyk he's hinting me sumthin as the msg was written lyk tis. "hais, tonight must 1 person sleep liao.. very sian neh".. realli happie lyk fuck sia.. hahaz</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;">evrytym say i wanna gif up i wanna gif up, but oso cui gong lampa song nia.. n it's oways easier said</span> <span style="color:#ff9900;">than done.hais..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff9900;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">xXLoVehUrtZXx</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13450524-112074863950244194?l=oomiyukioo.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xXeMiLyXxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01767281260599823727noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13450524.post-1120272391747652542005-07-02T10:50:00.000-07:002005-07-01T19:46:31.750-07:00<span style="color:#ff0000;">hmmm.. on 30 jun, stead wif ivan..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff6600;">but strangely, i dun haf the feelins for him, not like my feelins for jr.. my feelins for jr is very strong, but to ivan, i tink tis is not love, but yet it is fancy.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ffff33;">on the same day, jr msg me ard 11+ at nitex, i was shocked n some kind of happy.. y do i feel lyk tis? maybe, i have not 4get him ba.. though my feelins towards him is not dat strong lyk the past anymore, but i still miss him alot n care 4 him alot... </span><br /><span style="color:#33ff33;">i noe tis is very unfair to ivan.. but i'll still try..</span><br /><span style="color:#33ccff;">later goin far east wif my best sis, evon.. maybe go gai gai ba.. stay at home oso very sians.. hais.. somemore, siqi go wif mic for abt 2 weeks.. gotta miss her very much le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">tml goin to the zoo wif evon, sean, ivan n sean's nephew, dunno how to react when i c ivan.. hais.. den monday maybe goin to k-box wif evon, sean n ivan lorx..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">LET NATURE TAKES ITS COURSE ba..</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13450524-112027239174765254?l=oomiyukioo.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xXeMiLyXxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01767281260599823727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13450524.post-1119594923455717222005-06-24T14:40:00.002-07:002005-06-23T23:45:24.926-07:00<span style="font-family:Verdana;"><span style="color:#ff9900;">although it's realli <strong>hard for me to forget sum1 i've once deeply in love wif,</strong></span> <span style="color:#66ff99;">but i'll still gif him up..</span> </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"><span style="color:#ffff33;">it's useless for me if i continue to wait for sum1 hu's no longer has feelings for me..</span> </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"><span style="color:#33ccff;">budden i jux dunno y,</span> <span style="color:#ff99ff;"><strong>i will still worried abt him n whether he has been takin good care of himself..</strong></span> </span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"><span style="color:#9999ff;">sumtyms i wonder if he is doin well n feel lyk to sms him,</span> <span style="color:#ffcccc;">but i tink i betta not as i scared i might fall deeply for him again..</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"><span style="color:#ffcc99;">throughout tis 2weeks +, i've tink through..</span> <span style="color:#33ff33;"><strong>it's worthless to love sum1 hu dun love u as much as u do..</strong></span> <span style="color:#ffff66;"><span style="color:#66ffff;">so~ i decided to gif up</span>...</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Verdana;"></span><br /><em><strong><span style="color:#999999;">GivIn' Up IN PrOGrEsS.............</span></strong></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13450524-111959492345571722?l=oomiyukioo.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xXeMiLyXxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01767281260599823727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13450524.post-1119425029606617472005-06-22T15:25:00.000-07:002005-06-22T00:23:49.610-07:00<span style="color:#ff99ff;">i tink i shld betta gif up ba..</span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;"> tis kind of relationship no ending de.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">but instead, it brought too much of hurt n heart8 le.. </span><br /><span style="color:#ff99ff;">too much of cryin oso wun help de..</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">"LoVinG 1 PersON, Dun Haf To B wiF HiM..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">sEEinG Him liVin so happiLy maKes mE feEL cOntEnTeD..</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">ThouGh i WiLL b moRE saD, bUt whEnevEr i TinK oF hiS sMilE, </span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;">nO mAtteR hOW sAd... It'S woRtH"</span><br /><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;">No mAn iS wOrTh a WomAn'S tEars..</span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#66ffff;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13450524-111942502960661747?l=oomiyukioo.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xXeMiLyXxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01767281260599823727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13450524.post-1119199796344952012005-06-20T00:49:00.000-07:002005-06-19T09:49:56.346-07:00<div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;">SumTimes it's really not "fu chu jiu yi ding hui you hao jie guo".. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;">i sacrificed so much n had given in so much, </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;">but y? </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;">ShLd I wait? </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;">really heartbroken tis time le.. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;">so.. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#ffccff;">wad shld i do next? </span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13450524-111919979634495201?l=oomiyukioo.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xXeMiLyXxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01767281260599823727noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13450524.post-1118067985329458132005-06-07T13:55:00.000-07:002005-06-06T22:51:10.513-07:00<div align="left"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#ff99ff;">heyhey!</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">finally holiday le.. can finally relac abit liaoz.. but still got many many holidays assignments need to do.. hmmm... dunno me wan to work lehz, or play lehx? hais.. tink play 1st baz, dec holidays den work.. hehex.. times really flies woRx.. me takin 'n' level tis year le.. [stressing in progress.....]..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">hmmm.. yesterday go bi bi hse in late evening to play mahjong wif his aunties.. but bi bi ps me n go out wif his friends, dunno is wan to angry or treat as if nuthing happen.. hais, anyway suan le.. </span> <span style="color:#ff99ff;">ladies musn't angry too much, later will looked older one.. </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">now finally holiday le, but everyday oso very sianz.. stayin at home very sianz, goin out le need to spend $$.. agree? </span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;">kkies.. i will stop h3r3 le..</span></div><div align="left"><span style="color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><em></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/13450524-111806798532945813?l=oomiyukioo.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>xXeMiLyXxhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01767281260599823727noreply@blogger.com0